Love have no limits.

2010-06-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.

I REALLY REALLY DO LOVE YOU DADDY ^^

2010-05-05T21:38:00.003+08:00

2010-05-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.

2010-05-01T20:42:00.001+08:00

2010-04-21T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hello Greeziez World of Blog. Keke. Sorry, I don't have time to post anything about my life already :( I'm trying my best to find time. So many things have happen in my life. So I won't really said everything here. Read my twitter. It give's the best information about my life. Keke. Tweeting got me addicated. Keke. My tweet is HEARTZFORSALES. See you there. Chiaoooo! I lurbzx Taemin :)

2010-04-09T00:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh ): Maybe everything happen for a reason!

2010-04-09T00:39:00.001+08:00

Even though it kills me on the inside, I’m willing to put on a mask to tell you I’m happy to let you go, let others have you. Cause all I really want is for you to be able to lead the life you want to.

2010-04-07T16:59:00.004+08:00

Babyyyyyyyy ♥

Mine Mine Mine Mine!!!!

Harlow Geekz World of Bloggie ^^

Today post will be extraordinary because I'm posting about MY HUSBAND ^^

Isn't it HAWTTTT! YAYYY. I love him like crazy.

Shingz off. Or not I will totally kill you.

Don't dare to touch him. OR YOU WILL DIE (:

2010-03-31T16:05:00.001+08:00

With money, you can buy a house, but not a home.
With money, you can buy a clock, but not time.
With money, you can buy a bed, but not sleep.
With money, you can buy a book, but not knowledge.
With money, you can see a doctor, but not good health.
With money, you can buy a position, but not respect.
With money, you can buy blood, but not life.
With money, you can buy sex, but not love.

2010-03-31T16:01:00.002+08:00

Hi, I'm back to post onto my d.e.a.d blog ^^ I know I have been MIA for a long time. Or maybe it's just that I'm to lazy to work my fingers upon the keyboard.MUHAHAHAHHA! Or should I just delete blog? Nobody seems to be reading it anymore. What the point posting rubbish onto my blog when it will be thrown one side. Oppppppps! Okey, I will find time to post onto my d.e.a.d blog. If I have the time or if my fingers want to do some workout. Hehehheheheheheheheh! Read my next post. I gurantee you, It will be intresting.

2010-03-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

Finally a post ^^

2010-03-05T22:08:00.001+08:00

The tough thing about following you heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn’t be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy ending. That’s not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal; you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back.

2010-03-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

GET IT!

2010-02-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

Customer: Is this the Krusty Krab?
Patrick: No, this is Patrick.
Customer: Is this the Krusty Krab?
Patrick: No! This is Patrick!
Customer: Is this the Krusty Krab?
Patrick: No!!!! This is Patrick! I’m not a Krusty Krab.
Spongebob: Uh, Patrick, that’s the name of the restaurant.

HAHAHAAHA!!!

2010-02-22T23:06:00.001+08:00

In you!

2010-02-19T20:27:00.001+08:00

YES! WHY!

2010-02-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

Understand Sharon!

2010-02-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

I am not pushing you away. I am holding on for my dear life. But I need you to need me back.

2010-02-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

2010-02-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

Heartless

2010-02-06T11:45:00.002+08:00

Over at Babeee house. Darshana left already :( She when Aust already. OMG, Joanna and me cried for like super long. Till our eyes was red. Miss our last bus. Left to cab. When to sleepover at Babee house. Painting our nails. Going home soon ^^

2010-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Mummy is super cutexzx to the max.

Me:Mummy I found a 50cents coin.
Mummy: Put it in the horse box luh.
Me: Mummy that not a horse, that a Cow.
Mummy: Laugh super loud. HAHA.

2010-01-30T12:46:00.002+08:00

Like I said,I'm going to do a proper post,From Monday to Today. Yes,I know my blog have been offically DEAD! I don't really have the time to post. So I usually post on my phone. That explains why my blog became picture-less.

SCHOOL WAS LIKE SHITTY.POST LATER ON.hahaH

2010-01-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

Okay, I promise you reader out there. That this Saturday I will do a proper post from Monday till Saturday okay ^^ I know my blog have been died already. So just wait for 2 days more okay.

2010-01-25T23:07:00.000+08:00

2010-01-24T23:40:00.001+08:00

Sentosa today was awesome.

Blog more tomorrow.

I'm not in a good mood now.

2010-01-22T21:26:00.002+08:00

Today class was slightly boring. Keep writing nonsese luh. Class end at 11. Finally we so called have a 'Clique' outing. We took a bus to Aljunied then Mrt to Bugis. When to walk around. Laugh a lot. Because of Joreen nonsense. When to find Jovy for awhile. When to the staircase with her for awhile. When to Bugis acrade for awhile. Play Mario racing car with Yihui and Joreen. Keep screaming.HAHA, boutggmacs to eat. After taht we took bus 63 to school. Saw bo ching. Accompany him omg the o's entry exam damn hard can. I wad freezionf because the asshole man blast the aiirKconand fan. Was damn cold olay. Left with joreen aftet that.

2010-01-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

School was super fun today. Was suppose to have breakfast but the shop didn't open :( Have breakfast at school instead. Theory class was damn boring till I fall asleep. Was let off for early break. Practical was damn fun, I finally manage to draw finish my drawing after all :) Bo Ching gave free massage. Then Sebastian wanted the best service, He is now called the Boss of the Toilet Cleaner. HAHA, I got a unglam look of Mr Woo. Good Alfred you did a good job. HAHA, kept laughing at the picture non-stop. Yayyy,school End at 112- timoorw. Bythem I have exam to take :( wish me luck.

2010-01-20T21:22:00.004+08:00

Today school start are 8. Urgh, Meet Joreen as usual in the morning. First lesson was Web Design. I hate the school connection is super slow luh. Next class was EEP Theory. Wlicent keep taking my unglam :( He call me then I turn then he take. Super paiseh can, Then they keep laughing. Idiot, The bloody mutimeter cost like 68bucks. WTF, and it super heavy. Practical was alright, keep laughing like siao. Till my stomach ache. Because that stupid Joreen keep talking like La Be Xiao Xin.Pe was damn boring. The stupid teacher keep talking so much nonsense luh. Yayyy, School start at 10 tomorrow but end at 4.30. Frook luh, Going to have breakfast with Regina,Joreen,Yihui and Vanessa. Stupid Po Chang never tell me the answer. Joreen keep saying Wlicent like me,Wth.HAHAH. Wlicent is an idiot,I want to kill him for taking my unglam.

2010-01-19T23:48:00.002+08:00

Having been updating my blog. School is taking up my whole day. Like everyday half of my day is in school. Like from Morning 8 to 4,5. FML. Why can't the school understand. Meet Joreen as usual. We were complaining non-stop in the bus. And we keep yawning. When to class and sleep. SHOIK luh,But damn nosiey. Class was damn boring. Shitz class start at 8-4.30. Urghhh. I want to kill myself luh. I this course :( Mr Woo stop giving that pervert look luh.Sicko man.HAHAH,Meet up with Beiru Hubby just now. Brainstorm for her Project. After that we talk till 10 plus.She send me to the traffic light. After that it was damn quiet. Then this pervert keep turning back and look.EWWW.

2010-01-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

Finally I didn't spend Sat at home watching teeveee. When to meet Chanel, Joanna, and Alicia. Meet Chanel at the control Station first. Then when to The Face Shop to meet Joanna and Alicia. When to walk around. Had Subway, Kept laughing. Chanel keep showing my unglam photos :( When Toys R Us played. Chanel and me cannot find the Hardcore Sex Dora :< Bought two kites. Sudden urge to fly a kite. When to the open space. The grasses are damn annoying. Because it keep poking us. A lot of people were flying kite too. It was damn nice okay, We manage to fly our kites. So fun, Going to have picnic and fly kite this coming Sat @ Marina Barage ^^ I can't wait. Pictures will be up soon ^^ promise.

2010-01-15T19:48:00.002+08:00

Today school start at 8. Super tiring, HAHA. But today school was fun. Because Sihao paiseh himself. Class was at the 4th floor. But he very blur and he when to the 3rd floor. HAHA, Joreen and me keep laughing at him non-stop. He gave us the evil smile and the killer stare. Saw someone today after so long :> Finally meeting Babeee and Keling tomorrow.

2010-01-15T19:48:00.001+08:00

2010-01-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

I'm finally blogging on the computer and not on handphone. School start at 10 today ^^ Finally I can sleep longer. Becasue school start at 8 like everyday. Asshole luh, Today kept laughing with Seb and Roger. They damn asshole luh, The guys spray deodorant during class time. As you know guys deodorant stink like shitz right. So luckily Joreen brought her deodorant. So we spread. The mixture of both deodorant stink up the whole room luh,Still we had to go out for FRESH AIR. Then some zoo keeper came to our back and spray his smelly deodorant.HAHA,But it was damn fun. My blog is becoming picture-less.

2010-01-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

I'm updating blogger with Mummy phone :) It so different from my phone. HAHA. School is getting super tiring. Come on luh,start early end freaking late. Like 3,4,5. Wlao, go home can fall asleep already luh. Mothee Jackass learn this word from YiHui.HAHA, today talk was freaking hell boring luh. Everyone was dozing off.HAHA,Mr Jerime came our school to perform. Finally school start at 10 tomorrow. I feel like having macs breakfast. It been so long ever since I eat. I always have Wednesday Breakfast @Macs. Not now :/ Maybe I should have macs for breakfast tomorrow :B

2010-01-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

School has been super tiring. Got a new timetable and school start like 8 everyday. I can barely wake up already. Damn, school was fun today. Kept laughing like shitz. And I saw someone ^^ I'm super tired, maybe off to sleep.

2010-01-10T19:12:00.003+08:00

Finally I saw Choooooo ^^ after so long. I bet she missz me a lot. HAHA, I when to find her after Okios. Maybe I shall make it an habit to go for Okios too. Because it sound fun. Service was alright,Starting to see Youth grow.YAY, Thank Clarence for lending me your Jacket. Haha, And I smell abit like you already because of your jacket.Haha, Come Chuch next week leh. Mere cheer upppp. Damn there school tomorrow. From 8-3. Shitz, Hopfully I can see someone ^^ Going back to SAC to meet Darshana and Rachel for awhile then to ION. Because I want to go Accessorize buy pen. I know it stupid. But I want the zebra pen that why :) I need a new wallet. I want a long wallet so I can put lot's of Junk in it. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O'S TOMORROW PEEKZ.

2010-01-10T00:47:00.003+08:00

I like friday,Because we will end class early. And during Break time I can see someone ^^ Bought one new shirt. Urghh,I want the Uniquo Jacket. It damn soft and nice to wear. I can wear it for school. Since school is always cold like shitz. Life have been alright for me. Been catching up with my sleep during weekend. But I hate it when school start at 8 and end at 3,4. Like it such a long day in school. Which you can just doze off during class time. Watch Aquamarina and Wild Child. Emma Roberts <333 I loveee her like hell.

2010-01-07T21:14:00.002+08:00

Yayy,Finally school start at 9 today. Suppose to be 10. Urghhh, It was raining early the morning. It was damn cold too. Joreen got herself all wet. Because she didn't bring umbrelle. Daddy force me to bring. Urgh, Was early for school for the first time ^^ When to the canteen to bought something to eat. Saw Vanessa siting alone. Called her to join us. Saw Regina and Yihui in class. They are super early.Kachoing, Class start at like 9 plus. Had a talk from 10-12.Freaking boring luh. But the perform wasen't that bad. But the Lion Dance perform super loud luh. And they threw sweet on us. When to look at CCA. Omgzzzz,HAHAHA. Babeee came my school. Omgz, I missz her luh shitz. Join her class,Because all my friends left :( Her class people were damn funny and loud. I keep see-ing someone :) When Tampines with Babeee. Bought my pencil case like finally and I put picturezxz in it :) Had Subway, Home after that. School start at 8 tomorrow.Urghh. OMGZ, THERE THIS GIRL WHO I DON'T KNOW. KNOW MY NAME AND SCHOOL. Saw Alson today at Tm. He gave me a shock luh. AND I SAW JIALI.HAHAH

2010-01-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

My Personality

I’m loud.

I’m obnoxious.

I’m sarcastic.

I’m cocky.

I cry easily.

I have a bad temper.

For the most part, I don’t like people.

I’m easy to get along with.

I like to fight.

I have more enemies than friends.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve smoked weed.

I drink coffee.

I clean my room daily.

My Appearance

I’m shorter than 5’5.

I wear makeup.

I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.

I wear contacts.

I wear glasses.

I’ve had braces.

I have braces.

I change my hair color often.

I straighten my hair often.

My ears are pierced.

I have small feet.

Relationships

I’m in a relationship now.

I’m single.

I’m crushin’.

I’ve missed an ex before.

I’m always scared of being hurt.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships

I have a best friend.

I have at least ten friends.

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been on a train.

I’ve left the state/province

Someone close to me has died.

I’ve taken a taxi.

I’ve taken a city bus.

I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.

I’ve made a speech.

I’ve been in some sort of club.

I’ve won an award.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music

I listen to country.

I listen to some pop.

I listen to techno.

I listen to rock.

I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.

I hate the radio.

I download music.

I buy CD’s.

Television

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I watch soap operas daily.

I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.

I’ve seen and like The OC.

I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.

I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.

I’ve seen and like Popular.

I’ve seen and like House

I’ve seen and like 24.

I’ve seen and like CSI.

I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life

I get along with both of my parents. (most of the time)

My biological parents are still together.

I have at least one brother.

I have at least one sister.

I have at least one step brother/sister.

I have at least one half brother/sister.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I’ve ran away from my home.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve made my parents cry.

I’ve lied to my parents.

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.

I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.

I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair

I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

I’ve had black.

I’ve been red.

I’ve been light brown.

I’ve been medium brown.

I’ve been brown.

I’ve had streaks.

I’ve had purple/pink.

I’ve gotten my hair thinned.

I use conditioner.

I’ve used silk therapy

.I’ve used hot oil treatments.

I’ve curled my hair.

I’ve straightened my hair.

I’ve ironed my hair.

I’ve braided my hair.

I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School

I’ve thrown something at a teacher.

I’ve yelled at a teacher.

I’ve been suspended.

I’ve had an in-school suspension.

I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.

I’ve walked out of class.

I’ve skipped an entire day of school.

I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed a test.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test

.I’ve failed Art.

I’ve failed P.E.

I’ve failed Math.

I’ve failed Science.

I’ve failed another class.

A teacher has called my parents.

I’ve been caught skipping.

2010-01-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

I felt like a fool today. School was alright. But I was damn mood-less during Life Skill class. Don't know why. Is like freaking 3 hours. Had break,OMGZ, And I saw HAHA! Was texting Babeee during class. Yihui and Reginna was watch shows on the phone. Wth right,HAHA. New people came in. Make new friend with Vanessa. She super quiet. But she won't be,HAHA. Like Yihui she was damn quiet at first. But now she can always laugh like mad. During Mr Woo class kept laughing like mad. When home with Reginna,Babeee is coming my school tomorrow. YAYY,I can finally see her. Damn I need to re-dye my hair already luh. Mr Woo keep asking me to re-dye. Seriously,Is damn annoying luh. I need to re-dye is because of the scholarship. Urghhh. I don't want to re-dye luh. I going to re-dye brown.Dammmmn,I forget I have a report to do. Shitz,And I don't feel like doing. What CCA should I pick. Let's hope tomorrow won't be another boring day. I starting to blend in with the guys in class. After all they're nice people.

2010-01-05T21:30:00.002+08:00

School was full of talk today. Damn boring luh. Urghh, we need to cone at 8 when class start at 9. Damn, is super tiring luh. Keep on want to doze off during class time :( Omgz, Tomorrow is the Appeal Result day, I'm freaking scared. Howwww, I'm starting to thinking a lot. Sigh, wish me luck. Babeee is coming my school on thursday, Whoooo, I finally can see her. HAHA, I want a new school bag and pencil case. I haven't bought my pencil case :( I saw one of my annoying primary school friend. HAHA,

2010-01-04T21:03:00.001+08:00

I hate waking up early. I'm not use to waking up at 6 plus. When I use to walk up any time I want. I hate bus 24 also. So crowded, people keep pushing their ass in when there isn't any place anymore. So annoying, Omgz when I when in school I saw so many scary faces. When to canteen to meet Ariel and Desiree luckily there are in the same school as me. I'm in class A. Ebem texting Chanel and Joanna during class time. I found three of my senior damn cutexzxz... Howwwww. I'm damn tired.,Got to sleep early tonight.

2010-01-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

This morning I couldn't sleep till 5.30. Luckily someone talk with me on the phone till I was tired enough to fall asleep. School start tomorrow. I bought two new pen :> I ate Twister Fries today :> Urghh,Have to wake up for school tomorrow. Wish me all the best. I hate first day of school. Damn. I need to buy a ew pencil case. Yayyy,Getting my shirt for F21 tomorrow :>

2010-01-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sigh :/

2010-01-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

31 Dec 2009.

Meet Naqibah first at Bedok Inter. When to Mrt there to wait for Joanna. Train down to Vivo. When to walk around first because nobody arrive yet. F21 doesn't sell the braclet I wanted anymore. Wlao,They should continue selling it. Ohhh,I found the shirt I wanted already. Going to get it another time :B Saw Jocelyn At F21 too. When to buy drinks with Babee. When to find Naqibah at River Island. Omgz, Me like their earing. I'm going to get it soon too :3 and it on SALE. When to the open space at Level 1 there outside to sit. Because inside Vivo was freaking cold like shitz . Omgz, Singapore Universal Studios look awesome :B I want to go,I don't care.I going to play from Morning till Night. I can't wait for it to open. I bet a lot of people will go one. But the pricing of the ticket is damn sexy. It cost like more then $50.HAHA,But I still want to go. I want to stay in Hard Rock Hotel there :3 I feel so egg-cited.HAHA,Elaine and Veronica came. When to meet Anni and Tiara at Daiso. Omgz, Babee and I saw something.That caught our eyes.Shhh. When to the open space and sit. I can't remember her name,Her boyfriend came too. So Joanna friends came. Joanna when to fetch them. Her friends name was Roxanne and Yasmin. We keep talking about our Mothers ass and stuff. There this small boy who keep showing us he can playing Cooking MaMa. We kept laughing like non-stop. They both are really awesome people and A good Bestfriend ^^. Because we all 4 ( plus babe and I) are Half-Phillippines. Haha,Then we talk about WaWaWi. That our mum alway watch. The people inside damn enthu.HAHA,Roxanne and me did the Boomz tark tark.Super funny. Cannot stop laughing. They wanted to eat SteamBoat. But 4 of us wants LJS. They keep making fun of the LJ's.HAHA,Eda,Alica,Gen,Jocelyn and I one other girl came.So we when to LJ's.It was damn crowded. So we order out. When to the second level Open Space. Actually there wasen't much people at first. Then the crowd start coming in. Some people when to bought alcohol. Drink abit of the beer. Ewww,I hate the taste of it. The People was playing Sparks. We thought it snow. But actually is the bubble soap. The fireworks was damn nice,It will be nicer if the one you like is there. EVeryone was super egg-icted about it. Police started to come,IC been check. Faster when in the Mall to prevent from checking. Yasmin mum came already. So Yasmin,Roxanne,Babe and me.When to Food repulic and find the mum. Her mum was damn scary,Same as mine :( When to the carpark.The maid got to squeeze behind. The mother started playing the "hip kind of phililppine song" They sing and dance so happily. It was a long journey to CCK. But babe and me talk about how it all started. When down with Yasmin,Roxanne,Babe,and the rest when to park the car. Omgz,Their cat is super duper fat and cute. Omgz,This is like the first time I like a cat. It was 2 plus. The maid cook Maggie mee for us (Guilty eat so late) Yasmin when to shower first. Watch Power Puff with Roxanne,and Babee.Then R. called me. So we talk. Thanks I feel much better. It was super cold,Even without Air-con or fan. Because the wind is super strong. We can see JB from her house angle.Coolz right,Babee slept first.So we watch Mtv.I was texting R half-way till I fell asleep. Then mummy call me around 5plus. She just wanted to know will I be home. So I when to sleep again,Woke up at 6 due to Roxanne phone light.When to sleep again,Woke up at 8 because of Yasmin Mum.When to sleep and wake up at 9 plus.Super tired to sleep,Wake up,Sleep wake up. Wash up,The mum bought prata for us.It been ages since I ate prata. Watch Tinkenbell,VH Diva,Tinkerbell,Princess Protection.We keep eating non-stop.Omgz,Left around 2 plus. Train home with Babeee.It a long journey home.Haha,We must have another PJ party :> That all. Happy New Year.

2009-12-31T01:31:00.002+08:00

Giving someone all your love is never assurance that they'll never love you back. Some people are just not meant to be in your life, No matter how much you want them to be. You hug him good-bye like it's nothing. While all you want to do is to hold on forever. I used to smile when I told people that you were mine. But now, I can't even smile and say your name at the same time. As much as I love you, I have to said goodbye. Cause I know you will be happier if I let you go. I'm sorry if I make you cry, I'm sorry if tears fall for your eyes. But remember, for every tears that fell from your eyes, Two fell from mine. Missing you isn't the hardest part, Knowing I once had you is what break my heart. I'll never forget the times we once shared, And I always remember how much you once cared. Now it's over, It's time to move on. It's never easy to see you turning back. But,I have to take the pain and cry all the way home cause I know it will never be the same. I know when you leave, Distance will keep us apart. But distance, No matter how far, Can't change these feelings in my heart. Just turn your head when you see me, I will understand. One day, I will be able to look you in the eyes. Without feeling pain I've caused you. I hope in time, You will be happy as you called my name, Once again. Happiness is to far for us now. But even it's near, I know it will be hard for us to get there. Baby it's never gonna work out. I love you, Goodbye.

-Unknown.

2009-12-29T23:56:00.003+08:00

Sigh,I make my choice already. I hate having choices in life.Is either this or that. Have you ever hate this feeling. If I don't get it my courses (Chio touch wood) I will take the 2nd batch during April or Maybe I take Privates N's and O's. I make a very big desicion. Which I can't turn back already. Sigh,Hopefully I will get into Applied Food Science in Simei. I don't want to go Macperson. Is so OMGZ, And I got no friends there :( I be alone girl during break time and class time. Sigh, I wish some of my friends will be there too. All I have to do now is wait,wait,wait. Urghh. I hope that during the first day of school. I will make new friends,So I won't feel lonely.I'm afraid of making new friends there. Because people ther super duper scary. Hopefully,I will find nice good friends that I can trust. And maybe new besfriends. But nothing can compare to my friends in SAC. They're always the best of all. I think I lost my Ez-Link card again :( Sigh,I hate myself,I hate me,I hate life,But I love GOD in heaven because I know he washing his blessing onto me.Thank you GOD. On a brighter note,BABEE IS COMING BACK TOMORROW.Like finally,After so long.Yees.I missz her a lot. But I'm not sure whether I'm fetching her anot.Sigh,I need to go Macperson Campus to get everything done :( I need to get a photo taken for my ez-link card. I don't care I must look nice in it.I'm not going to push my fringe away :>

Please Father God,I really hope you will grant my wish lord. I really hope my Applied Food Science is approved. Please Lord. I beg you, I really counting on you lord.Make my dreams come true Lord. Like how you make it during N's level result day. You make everyone cried with a tears of JOY.Yes,Lord will you make it happen again,Will you let me cry with tears of JOY? Please Lord. I promise you anything. I really hope you will grant py prayer lord. Thank you. Amen.

2009-12-29T00:29:00.002+08:00

I didn't get in to the 10 course,I pick :( So I'm appeling for another course.Let's pray hard that I'm able to go in,Cross Fingers.Or I will take Private O's. This so stress,I got to take,English,Elementary Maths, Combined Science (Physics/Chemistry),Combined Humanities (Geography/History) and Principle of Accounts. Damn,I really hope I manage to get in the courses I appel for.Because GOD will help me,I really hope everything will turn out alright.Thank you GOD,Amen.

28th Dec 09' (Darshana Babee Sweet-Sex-Teen)

Meet Rachel at Bedok Inter first.Saw Lisa.Took bus 31 to Tanah Merah.When over to the control station to wait for Rachel friends,Sharmaine came first.Then followed by Petrina,Then Deesha,Rehka,ShanTien(Is it right?),then Joy.We keep calling Darshana house and handphone.Nobody pick up.We got really afraid.She not at home.Bus down to her place.Everyone was getting everything ready.So Rachel and I thought she was staying at the 2nd floor.Rang the wrong bell.So Paiseh.It was at the 3rd Floor.Nobody was home.So we waited for awhile more.Suddenly the lift came up to the 3rd floor.Saw Darshana :) She when home first,Run down to tell everyone get ready.Sang her a birthday song,She got so touch.Cake fight,Push Darshana down the baby pool.ZhiTing came late.When up to her house and have Pizza,Dounts,Two cakes.HAHA,One day I will give birth little piggy.Keep laughing in the room like shitz,Please this game called Never or Ever.Super fun,Keep laughing.This people are so friendly and funny,Really like JOY.HAHA. Hopfully you have fun Babeee. Picturez will be up soon.Maybe tomorrow

2009-12-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

Yayyy,I painted a new colour on my nailz again :> Babyyy said I every week change colour.HAHA,Darshana Babee is finally back.Omgz,I missz her like shitz.Seriously,She when off country for so long since last month.But at least she back now.Tomorrow is her Bird-Day \M/ Her Sweet Sex-Teen.Going to Surprise her and her friends over at her house :> Thank you Mere and Babyy for the belated Christmas Card. Thank you Babyy for writing till your eyes pain :( HAHA,But I still love you. Don't worry,I will love you more then Melvin.Shhh,Don't tell him okay,Later he come and kill me :) FaceBook eat shitz luh.Urghh.Tomorrow is the result day :( Cross Fingers that we can go in the course we want.

2009-12-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

I wanted to break your heart because I knew that I wasn't gonna be good enough for you. When you told me you like me I swooned and I fell hard. I felt like everything was going right for the first time in my life. But I just had to do it I had to lie to you; that I liked someone else. Because you're too good for me as in literally. You are smart and I'm not but now... I sort of wish I could turn back time and just tell you we weren't meant to be even if we had mutual feelings.

2009-12-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

Days Babee is returing: 4 days (Y)

When to meet Yushan in the afternoon to pass her Bow Tie.She gave me Christmas Present.Thank you,Bus back to Bedok Inter.Waited for Babyyy like shitz.Took Bus 40 to Conerstone.There this stalker,Stalking Babyyyy.HAHA,My first new friend was AnnaBelle :) Conerstone is super livily and holy.All the people there super high.Really,Unlike mine,Like some died people. It was damn cold in the church. Christmas Service end around 7 plus. People started coming up and ask our names.Haha,I make a lot of new friends :) Everyone there is super friendly,Galye called me AngMo.HAHA.Happy Birthday Xiaoheng.Dinner with everyone.At Katong Shopping Center. Super funny,Keep laughing.Because Jermiah got called a pervert.HAHA,Left with Babyyy. Bus home. I'm going Conerstone next Sat again.Yayyyy :)

2009-12-26T01:43:00.003+08:00

25th Dec 09' Christmas day ^^

When Church for service.I was late,Overslept.It was a combine service.This year I finally see more people unlike last year.HAHA,After Service when to pass my present :> Saw Samuel after so long.He MIA for like years.When home with Babbyyyy. When out to meet Chanel.On the bus saw (I can't rememeber name).Chanel couldn't see me till I called her name.When to Paris Ris.She got a lips pierce.Train to Orchard.Lunch at KFC,Super crowded.Walk around and Orchard is so cowded and it was raining.How awesome.When Wisma F21 to find my hairband but they don't sell :( But I bought this Ribbon Hair Clipp.Prettyzzzz,When over to ION,When to Rubi,Bought 2 braclets,shoes,and Ring then to 313 to find my hairband at F21.YAYYY.Saw Cherilynn and Tiffiny at 313.Omgz,I missz them like hell.HAHA,When walk around at Orchard Central.Coolz,they got 12 level.Home after that.At FEP,Saw Mrs J.HAHAHA.

2009-12-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Babe is returning in: 6 day :>

CHRISTMAS: 2 DAYS :>

\M/ Tomorrow is christmas eve already,Then after that is Christmas.Orchard feel so livly because of Christmas.I going to spend Christmas with my friends.Unlike the past few years.I spend with my family unwrapping present when the clock reach 12.But this year will be different.I don't care,I'm not going to be happy if I don't spend Christmas with my friends :> After Christmas 6 days to 2010.A new year,Do you realise how 2009 passes so fast.Is just like a blink of an eyes and 2009 is gone.Here come 2010.Let's hope it will be a better year. Sigh,Why must 2009 end so soon. OHHH,Yesterday I was going through some website.Is this movie coming out next year.I want to watch because there EMMA ROBERTS <3,

2009-12-23T02:37:00.003+08:00

Taylor Lautner is so effing hot ttm :>

GoodNight Peekz.

2009-12-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

Days till Babeee return : 7 days ^^

Christmas: 2 days :>

I haven't been going out lately.It suckz to stay at home and watch teevee.Sometimes,All I do is watch movie online.Sigh,This suckz.I want to go out.Maybe I should stay up at Orchard on Christmas Eve and wait till Chirstmas.I'm craving for,Subway :( I just watch Titanic.It doesn't bored me even if I watch a million and one time.I always cry when it come to the last part. That call true love. I suddenly missz Babyyy and Mere and someone :> Off to watch another movie.Sigh,My life is full of movie :(

2009-12-22T15:15:00.002+08:00

Hi peekz,I'm at SIA Club with Daddy. I'm effing boredz. Luckily,there is internet connection here. Or I will die. It starting to get crowded. Sigh,Going to eat Astons with Daddy after he done with his stuff. Can you feel the spirit of Christmas. Is coming in 3 days time.I can't wait to celebrate. HAHA,I'm not done with my present :( Darshana BirdDay is coming. But it won't be a full Foursome. Because Babeee is not here :(

2009-12-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.I watch Marley and Me.It was an awesome movie :)

Mr Santa ClausCAN I HAVE A DOG FOR CHRISTMAS.

2009-12-22T00:14:00.002+08:00

Days Babe is coming Back: 8 days ^^

CHRISTMAS: 3 DAYS ^^

I know,I haven't been blooging lately.Christmas is coming,I'm not done with the present.HAHA,I been watching movies online.Is because,I'm bored that why,I watch movies to keep me busy.I want to go 313 F21.HAHA,Is a four level shop.I can go mad with Baabee there.I'm waiting for her to come back.YAYY,I really do missz her.But is alright,8 Days will past super fast.She always call me to see what happening in Singapore.HAHA,Omgz,I haven't pick finish my 10 courses.Sigh,This suckz.Mummy and Daddy is rushing.Tomorrow is the deadline.Maybe I have plan out my 9 choices.But what the last 1.Daddy,ask me whether I want to go Astons or Swensen.HAHA,I really don't know which one.HOW,HAHAH,I'm planning to drag Daddy to 313 F21 with me tomorrow :) It's been raining.I hope during Christmas Eve and Chirstmas it won't rain.I going to spend Chirtmas Eve and Christmas with my awesome friends.Should I go Church Christmas Eve party and Count down? Maybe I should.HAHA.Then I can ___ _____ ^^ My hair is taking forever to grow.GROW FASTER.

2009-12-18T23:17:00.002+08:00

I'M A HAPPY KID ^^

2009-12-18T00:16:00.001+08:00

I'm really scared.Because RESULT DAY IS TODAY! How,What if I didn't do well.CHIO TOUCH WOOD.Howwww,I'm really scared.I ask mummy will she be disappointed in me if I don't get good point she said yes :( HOWWWWWW.

2009-12-16T02:28:00.002+08:00

I wish that someday our lives will unfold exactly how we want them to, and we'll end up living in a cozy house just outside the city, and I'll be a Broadway star and you'll keep doing what you love, and we'll have three children (one boy and two girls), and we'll live happily ever after. I would really like that, baby.

2009-12-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

Days Babe is coming Back: 14 DAYS :(

Musical is in 3 days :)

Bazaar Weekend Christmas Special: 4 days ^^

Christmas: 10 days \M/

Still a long way,I really missz her.It been only like 2 days then she not in Singapore.She have been calling me from Philippines.She going to do her pretty hair.If I go Philippines with her.Confirm we will have a havoc time.HAHA,Babee,hurry fly back.I want to spend Belated Christmas with you ^^ I want to go for the Bazaar Weekend Christmas Special anyone? I need to get Christmas present SOON.I missz having long hair :(

2009-12-15T18:38:00.001+08:00

I wish fixing a broken heart is as easy as solving a puzzle.

2009-12-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

14th Dec 09'

Babeee is flying off today.Going to send her with Naqibah and Elaine.Meet E first,when to top up my fare card.I hate this Cheena woman.Urghh,When to the Mrt station to top up.Meet Naqibah after that.Train to Airport.They keep bullying me in the train.When to take the shuttle bus to Budget Terminal.They ask so much about Budget Terminal.And they bus ride to there was extremly bumpy.Meet babe.When over to sit at Macs with her Mum,Cousin,and Uncle.Talk talk talk,her cousin is extremly funny,she keep touching people hair.HAHA,She check in,I will miss you.When back to T2.Then when to T3 to eat Popeyes,After Popeyes we when to have Starbucks.Yayyy,Chocolate Chip Cream <3,talk>

2009-12-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

I wish everyone would be happy. No broken hearts and no more tears.

2009-12-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

Today,Service was abit boring.But I like the songs today ^^Thank you Mere for the big big hug :) I sit besdie Josiah today,And he keep complaining.HAHA,I keep laughing with him.He said Clara work in Gelyang o mean.I saw J today,I didn't expect to know that you change.But it good you still rememeber me.But if I didn't drag.Everything will be different by now.But it look like you're happy.So I should be happy too.Sigh,When to sit down at some place with Clara.Have a heart-to-heart talk :) I can't wait for Musical.Babeee,is flying off tomorrow :( and she going for a long long time.How can you leave me here all alone.I missz you.and Josiah,I'm not love sick.

There so many things I want to share with you.But I can't.Because,someone is in the way.I can't do anything.I always missz telling you everything.I missz the time when I told the truth to you.But I didn't want accpet the truth.In the end,I got hurt.Is glad see-ing you being happy with that person.When I heard stories about what you did for her,Is sweet.Sigh,But I can't do anything.I missz the time when you held my hand.Is like,the whole world has gone.But you stood by me.I miss you.

2009-12-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Just take the stick of cigarette and start smoking,Grab the Vodka and drink till you're a drunk.Don't think of what is going to happen next.Live life to the max.Ditch the one who hurt you,Love the one who cherish you.Make out infront of your ex,Cry like there no tomorrow.Scream like there no one in this world to hear.

2009-12-11T16:38:00.001+08:00

Some will make a moment feel like forever. But the people who really change your life are the ones that make forever, feel like a moment.

2009-12-09T23:16:00.002+08:00

OMFG,Watch this. http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/news/35250.html the woman is extremly mean and violence.HAHA,I wonder why the man even let her do it.I think some people comment about the video is true.Seriously,Watch it or you will regret it.I think preverts should deserve it.

2009-12-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

Meet Rachel,for sun tanning today.I shall name her my sun-tanning buddie ^^,Meet her at aroun 10 plus.Bus down to SIA Sport Club.Lend her my sister membership.When to get change.The sun was damn awesome.We sun-tan for awhile.After that we when to swim.After swimming.When back to TANNING AGAIN.When to shower and some stuff.Eat at Astons.After that we when to take a bus to Simei.From Simei we took a Mrt to Tampines.Watch New Moon.OMFG,TAYLOR LAYTNER IS FREAKING HOT.I'm jealous of Bella,She can touch Jacob HOT BODY.During half-way the show,I wanted to go to the toilet.But we were sitting at the very corner.So I didn't go.The ending was stupid,Edward was like will you marry me Bella.I wil rate this show 4/5.I like TAYLOR LAYTNER in the show.Hot like shit.I run out of the cinema,Because I needed toilet.Bump onto ShuXin and Jovy.Jovy was extremly blur.When to walk around.Train home with Rachel.I got sun-burn on my Face,Hand,Body and leg,and everywhere.You can see the sport ___ mark.I wanted it so long ^^ We're going tanning again.

2009-12-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

In the end,What will you pick?

To give up,Or to not Give up?

2009-12-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

If You Really Love Something Set It Free.

If It Comes Back It's Yours,

If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be

2009-12-07T18:02:00.002+08:00

But you're never there when I need it.

2009-12-06T23:27:00.002+08:00

Was suppose to send Chanel off.But Joanna overslept.HAHA,So we didn't.Stupid Chanel.One goodbye also don't have.Never mind.When you come back from BangKok.I will sure kill her.Meet Debra,To collect my clothes from her.She said why didn't I date her out.HAHA,I promise you soon okaaya :) Train down to meet Joanna.When to Airport.When to Macs first.Ate,and talk for awhile.Walk around,When to Candy Empire and bought sweets.When to the fountain and sat.When to play the sky train.Something funny happen.Which I'm not going to said.Talktalktalk,Left around 5 plus.Jamie called me to meet her at East Coast Park,I super dumb,I drop at Chanel Chalet there and I walk all the way to Macs there.Freaking far,Bought Subway and home.Meet Daddy and Mummy.I want to go JB.Maybe I be going with Cherilynn and Malcom on the tuesday ^^ We are going to do our Nailz,Shopping,Movies,Food,Starbucks.Yayyy,Finally I can meet Malcom.HAHAH.I missz them.I can't wait.HAHAH.

If you were a song,I will put you on replay.

2009-12-04T21:19:00.006+08:00

Happy Sweet Sex-Teen Chanel Kwan Lu Ting.

You're finally Sex-Teen.After so long.

You can watch NC-16 show already.Because now they are showing a lot of it.

Don't worry when we turn 18 we go "Play" togther again okay.

Don't worry 2 years will pass very fast.I will drag you by the ear to go "Play" with me ^^

and I'm putting Sex-Teen picture of You!

I still like to call you a lot of weirdweird name like HORNY CHEENA BULL.

iie lurbzzz uue :)

Loveeee Sharon.

2009-12-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

Heeyy.

Ohh oh oh.

Ohh no oh no.

Whooaa oh no

Oh no ohh.

Ohh oh oh

Ohh.

Looking at you now I can tell

That you in your new relationship ain't going well.

There's no reason your name should come up on my cell.

Unless your unhappy, but that shouldn't be the case.

Cause you said, said he was the one baby yes you said,

Said you were in love, cause...

When you left me you said that you wouldn't be

Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.

I hate to say it but I told you so,

Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.

Cause he don't do it like me,

Or else you wouldn't be

Running back to the past

It was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right

Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night

But right now you ain't got me.

Tell me where you're gonna be,

Cause I can't take you back,

No, my heart won't let me.

Girl, you know he can't touch like I do,

I don't see you trippin or flippin over his moves.

It don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude.

But you let him back,

You don't know what you was on when you said,

Said he was the one, baby yes you said,

Said you were in love, cause...

When you left me you said that you wouldn't be

Coming back remember that, but I never agreed.

I hate to say it but I told you so,

Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.

Cause he don't do it like me,

Or else you wouldn't be

Running back to the past

It was you that left me

I hate to say it but you know I'm right

Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night.

But right now you ain't got me.

Tell me where you're gonna be,

Cause I can't take you back

No, my heart won't let me.

If there are hard times it seems,

But you ain't gettin no sympathy,

No baby not from me,

Cause I told you you should never leave.

See you chose this road So you gotta go it alone

Remember I told you so.

I hate to say it but I told you so,

Told you if you left that you were goin be miserable.

Cause he don't do it like me,

Or else you wouldn't be

Running back to the past

It was you that left me

I hate to say it

but you know I'm right

Everytime you run you're comin for me late at night. But right now you ain't got me.

Tell me where you're gonna be,

Cause I can't take you back,

No, my heart won't let me. Can't take you back, noo.

Ohhhh

Oh no oh, oh

Noo.

Told you so-Jesse Mccartney

2009-12-04T17:15:00.003+08:00

3rd Dec '09When over to meet my sister first at Chanel bus stop.Saw Cat.When opposite with my sister.Took what I needed.Rush over to Chanel house.Get change and stuff.Bus to Safra,and J told us that we got to come and 10 only.Then we were like wtf.So bus to Bedok Inter.Keep calling people to ask whether they are free to keep my clothes first.Then luckily Debra was free.Pass to her.Everyone was looking at Chanel and me.When to take mrt.The door almost close on me.Because I was wearing heels.Then my stupid heels very annoying.Lucky I ran in.Everyone was staring at me.Super annoying.Train down to Tanjong Pager.Meet Joanna.When to eat at Kopi Alley first.Something stupid happen there.I wore wrong side of my heels and walk.They keep laughing.When to find "Play" first.Joanna and me were wearing heels.Our heels can kill us.Freaking pain.Finally Nicole came.Walk over to "Play",Then so embrassing.I was walking to another side when all of them are about to cross.And I think this B wanted to tell me.But luckily I turn back.Actually it was the opposite side.Cross over.The queue started to get longer.So Chanel and Joanna don't have IC.So Nicole and me when in first.I was super happy becasue I can go seek in.So Nicole IC was with Chanel so she when to take.Then I was waiting inside for them.Then I think this B think I'm her friend.HAHA.Nicole came in,When to borrow IC from Nicole friend.Joanna couldn't come in.Because,the IC is Chinese and she don't look like Chinese.So she got to go home :( Nicole friend's introdue us to some of their friends.Nicole was super tricky.She make me take photo with this bung.I can't remember what her name.But she was one of our friend.We drink Vodka Ribena.22 Bucks for one big Jar.Share.Nobody got high yet.But the place started to get crowed.But I got to leave early :( Catch the last train.While walking I heard someone called my name.So I turn back and saw who.Is Cheyenne friend.Talk to him for awhile.Cab home.Was super.I'm so going back to that "Play Club" Nicole set arhz.We go again.Play is aweome \M/ Picture will look very different in colour.Because the lighting there very dark.

2009-12-02T00:22:00.003+08:00

I realise,It December already.No longer November.29 more days till 2009 ends.Sigh,Why is everything moving so quickly.Why can't time stay still.I can't wait for Christmas.I should really go get my gift for people and list out the present I want to give and the people I want to give.How are you spending your Christmas.I want to spend it with my awesome friends,Really.Because it will be the very last time.Once 2010 start.Everyone will change.New Friends,New Life,New Teachers,New everything.But will you ever forget the time you had in your Secondary life.I will always remember :) Why can't Singapore snow.I want to see Snow.Snow City cheat feelings.I want to see real snow,Snow Flakes,Snow Man.But it won't happen.Last Night moon was really nice,Is Big and Bright.

I told you,I love you.But you didn't hear.

2009-11-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

2009-11-30T20:40:00.003+08:00

Girl: We’re best friends right?

Boy: Yes, of course.

Girl: So be honest with me, who do you like?

Boy: No one. I love someone.

Girl: Ohh, she must be very lucky.

Boy: Definately. I’ve loved her ever since I met her.

Girl: Really? Well, since we’re best friends, I wanna meet her. Go call her.

Boy: Oh okay. *Boy takes out his phone, dials her number and phones her*

Girl: Wait, hold on I think I’m getting a call. *Answers the phone*

Girl: Hello?

Boy: I love you

Will you call me and tell me you love me too.

2009-11-30T13:30:00.003+08:00

We always cried for the one who love.

But they will never know how much we cried for them.

2009-11-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore. But now I’m crying and he's not here.

2009-11-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

Talk to J just now.He was damn thick-skin.Act guai only,I more guai okay.Haha,Forever got bladder problem also.And stop looking at the turn off people okay so you won't have fight with them.Daddy and Mummy,are planning to celebrate Christmas in HK.But I want to celebrate with my friends in Singapore toooo :( How.But,I want to know when is the N's level result.Because Daddy wanted to go on the 9-16 Dec.So I said I can't.So we might change to the 20-till I don't know when.But even I want to celebrate Christmas there.I want to celebrate in Singapore with my awesome friends.HOWWWWW,Sighhhh.

2009-11-28T21:38:00.001+08:00

Having your boyfriend break up with you and tell you “we can still be friends” is like having your dog die and your mom telling you that you can still keep it.

2009-11-26T23:03:00.002+08:00

Class Chalet was Awesome ^^

1st day,Meet Chanel on the bus,Saw Liane and Avriel on the bus too.Amanda Ng came after that.Drop at Downtown.We didn't know how to get there.So we when to ETP,And ask.Walk like hell.And finally found the place.It really really far and in.Saw Liselotte,Mr Lee,Jolynn,Jamie and two other teacher at the Chalet.Doing the food.When to check out the room.Took room 3.Slowly,People start coming.Most of the malay slept in our room.When to bath and everything.We plan not to sleep the whole 2 nights.Amanda,Chanel and me when to cheers and bought Chocolates to keep us awake.Boost really kept me awake throughout the whole night.When to bath,and ask Susan,Beiru and Chanel to don't sleep and talk to me.In the end they when to sleep.I was resting in the room with Peanut.Peanut left to find S.I was freezing cold in the room.Saw,Sabarina when to talk to her and stuff.Slowly everyone woke up one by one.

2nd day, Eveyone woke up and did nothing but talk.Beiru and Chanel accompany me to fetch Bitch and co.They came and everyone is asking to buy cup noodles.Because we have being eating that.When back.And time really do passes fast.When to fetch J.and it was super dark and quiet.I was scared.Walk back to the Chalet.J when to eat.I kept annoying N,she keep playing with me and disturbing.I really do want to kill her.Some wanted to drink.So Joanna,Jovy,Naqibah,Elaine and me when to Downtown,Cheers to see.That they don't sell anymore during that time.Walk to WhiteSand.When to 7-11.And there was cops.Joanna and me when outside to sit first.They wanted to smoke without a lighter.So Bitch and I when to borrow a lighter at Macs.When to one corner and started drinking.Talk a lot.Left around 3 plus.Walk back to the Chalet.I was having a little headache.I didn't know what happen.When to rest for around 10 mins with Bitch.When to watch the sun rise.It was really nice.But so many AHLIANZ,super noisy.Super tired.When to EHub after that.When home and sleep like a log head.

2009-11-22T18:55:00.002+08:00

Guess Who?

Yayyy,Class Chalet is tomorrow.Yeea,SleepOverrr ^^

2009-11-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

We take a risk

when we open our hearts

because the truth is,

if we open our hearts,

we will get hurt.

2009-11-20T00:30:00.002+08:00

Love starts with a smile,

Grows with a kiss,

and ends with a tear.

2009-11-19T16:27:00.010+08:00

Prom was reallyreally AWESOME! Bus down to N2 to meet Bitch first.Then meet Liane.Liane was doing her nailz with her mum.So Bitch and I walk to Macs and eat.When to meet Liane and her mum after that.Walk back to Liane house and get ready.We rush.Becasuse it was 6 plus already.Amanda came over to Liane house.Liane Parent's drove us there.And it was raining heavily.When we reach there we saw,Susan,Sabarina,Nicolette and Ariel.When to the changing room.Everyone was serious beautiful.Seated at Table 17.The food wasen't that bad.Hope For Monday was the best band.When up to dance like shitz and we even dance with heelz.But at least I enjoy myself.Chanel and me make new friends ^^ J came.Fetch her at FEP with Chanel and Bitch.The heelz was killing me.Brought her to the Hotel.She waited.So we decided to ton.Bitch left :( ,So we when to FEP first.Slack there for awhile,Cab to Raffles with C and J.The rest was in another cab.J and I was finding for a band machine.So they rest was at macs.While we both when to find.Took off my heelz and walk.Because my leg was freaking pain.We when to Peni area and find.But can't walk like shit.Untill we found.Walk back to Macs.Finally,rest.C called the radio and play a song for FOUR-ONE.But I was late so I ddin't magange to hear. Chanel,Jamie,Amanda Neo,Avriel and Abigail Foo when out.So left J and me.J when home early because she was having headache.Played True or Double True.Avriel,Chanel and me when to Esplanade river side and watch the sun rise.It was really beautiful.Sleep for 5 mins.And this Keling came and scold us.Cab to Tahan Merah.Train home,Bath and sleep.And please mind my ugly face.

2009-11-17T00:42:00.003+08:00

PROM @ York Hotel.

2009-11-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

\M/,Prom is in 2 days.I got my dress already.Yesterday I when Shopping with my favourite BITCH.Train down to Orchard.And some CHEENA,Are freaking rude.The train was full.And they freaking hell push me without a word excuse me.Bloody Hell.Waited for her.When to ION,Saw some nice dress.When to F21.Why,must the queue always be so long.When to Diva and found some nice stuff.After that we when to Lucky Plaza.Ate Mac.After that.When we are walking.There this BANGLA.Stare at Joanna.Bloody hell,Then he smile to us.He followed us.So we both ran.Then when we turn back.He wave happily to us.Freak you,We both was so scared.So when faster train to Vivo.When to F21.Try dresses.And a lot of it caught my eyes.Then when to WareHouse,TopShop an etc.Then when we go back to F21.I couldn't find my dress.Joanna,Find what she wanted.But luckily I found my.When to see some accessories.Bought this Heart Shape Necklace.I wanted this braclet.It matches my dress.Really.But I don't have enough cash.I think I will get it tomorrow.Let's cross our finger that nobody buy.Paid,and when to wait for Joanna brother-in-law.We both inveted a new word.So we can annoyed people with it.Then I said super loud.Then there this guy.Got scared.I think,he thinks i mad.Freak you,When to CE,There this cheena girl block Bitch way.She was so pissed off,Then the cheena ask her boyfriend whether she could buy.Then Bitch said no so loud.And the girl was like huuuh.Train home.Christmas is coming.I want to spend christmas.

I'm extremly disappointed in you.

2009-11-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

I don't want to think about anything anymore.It hurts to much already.I realise,No matter how much time I have.Is never enough to wait for you.Because my heart has become heavier each time.I decided to move on.To move on,for a better life already.Starting from today.I will try.Like what someone told me.Delete and earse everything of you.So I won't remember you already. I don't want to wait for anything anymore.I wait,and wait.But you never come back.You may remember everything I said.But it fated to do everything.I will slowly mend back my broken heart.After I delete every piece of memories we have.But leaving one in my heart.

2009-11-12T16:09:00.000+08:00

2009-11-12T14:22:00.004+08:00

You remind me of J last time.I don't know why.Maybe you are J.But maybe you're not.But seriously,you and J have everything in common.I don't know why.Maybe I missz J.That why I think J look like you.But it been a long time.Sigh.Please tell me you're J and I will jump for Joy.Omgz,I'm 101% sure you look like J.WHYWHYWHYWHY,I want to bang my head on the wall.I missz all the time we use to play together and talk.But now i don't know why I suddenly remember of you.Or maybe pictures rewind time.To when I knew you the first time.You got me thinking of you now.You promise me so many things.But left me doing it by myself.

2009-11-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry,I haven't been posting like 9423498012 ages.I shall post now ^^

6th Nov 09'

Trina BIRD-DAY.Meet up with Asshole first.Bus-ed to meet Chanel,Joanna and Amanda Ng.Took bus 29 to Changi Village.Saw OCH.The building look really abandon and most of the windows are broken.The feeling of looking at the building gives people that kind of feeling.You know.The Hotel wasen't that bad.It look nice.We was brought to our seat.Waited for everyone to come.Saw Sarah Nobless.The food was awesome.Make everyone full like shitz.There perverts there too.How sad.Bus-ed to Tampines Inter.Wanted to go OCH.But didn't.Took 65,half-way down the road.Amanda need the toilet.Drop around Macperson Road.It was freaking hard to get a cab.Because they are selfish.They refuse to take 6 of us.So we seperated.I took with Chanel and Jasmine.When we are in the cab.We saw 2 cheena,and 1 keling in the lorry.They keep looking.So I told Chanel and Jasmine.They pointed Middle Finger at them.And they started laughing and smiling.Crazy.Then when we saw they AGAIN.I was so piss off.I pointed at them.Then the bloddy cheena gave me a flying kiss.Wth,Chanel and Jasmine kept laughing at me.So annoying lah.Wanted to catch Jennifer Body.But Trina is in a rush.So didn't.When to FEP.Chanel and Joanna when to buy Fried Mars Bar.Saw P at OSF.Cab back to Bedok with Trina,Joanna and Jasmine.We kept laughing on the taxi and got high.Due to some reason.When we got down the taxi.Then driver was like you all very noisey.Then i started laughing.Want to KFC.Waited for G.Left.Lastly Happy Bird-Day Trina!

7th Nov 09'

Was invited to Amanda Neo party.But I couldn't go.Because my mum refuse to let me go.Sorry Amanda Neo.Happy Bird-Day.

2009-11-06T21:20:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRD-DAY TRINA TAN ^^

I know you love me more then AHMEN!

2009-11-04T14:42:00.001+08:00

2009-11-02T23:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRD-DAY TOH BEI RU!

2009-11-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

There a so many things coming on the November.

6th Nov:Trina BirdDay Party @ Changi Village Hotel.(Let's pray that they will come^^ and I will hit Chanel like MAD.)

7th Nov:Flea Fla Fo @ HomeClub!Amanda Neo BirdDay,Chanel Chalet.

8th-9th Nov:Chanel BirdDay Party @ECP,Staying Over.

16th Nov: AFTER Os PARTY-BOX THE "M" PARTY @ ZIRCA.

17th Nov:PROM NIGHT ^^

23th-25th Nov: Class Chalet ^^

26th-1st Dec:BANGKOK! 27th Nov AMANDA NG BIRDDAY!

I can't wait for any of it.WHOO ^^