I have the most weird dream.I dream of YOU!

Oh my,Oh my,Oh my,Can someone tell me how many more days to 'N'.I totally lost count.After counting how many pieces of my heart had been broken,1 more week.Oh no,When ever i sit down all by myself and study.I will fall asleep.Stupid Sharon.Why did you fall asleep.You can sleep anytime of the day.Why sleep when you're studying.How,People said is not good to do a last minute study.But that what i'm doing.I can just kill myself.I don't have that much time already.I always said i don't.But what am i doing.COMPUTERCOMPUTER,Sharon, you really got to stop it.And i'm replaying this song.When in exam later i write what hear.I will just get my coffin and lie inside.

I tend to miss you in the day,afternoon,evening,night.I can't miss you anymore.Enough is enough Sharon.No point missing the same person everyday. when blank about so question you ask.I always stare at the question wanting to type something,but i can't.As the mintute hand move,our hearts start to react in a weird way.It start to change to an new one.And the things that are botteling our heart will be earse.New problem will start to pop out,Friendship,are starting to collapse,Realtionship,start to be fragile.I hate this feeling about everything.People hope they can change their life for once.And i'm one of them.

I overslept,But i still make a effort to drag myself to English Tutorials.I reach around 11 plus.When it about to end.Tutorials end at 12 plus.Because Mr Lee got to attend to something.When 85 Market to eat with Amanda Neo,Liselotte and Jiali.Everybody seems to be falling ill.Get well soon Amanda ng,Chanel,Liselotte and the other 12 people.When home,Meet Pearlyn at 3.Bus-ed to Tampines,Talk alot.Bump onto Cherilynn.Luckily i didn't bump onto some cheap bitch.Who goes round and bitch about my friend.Haizzz,She call people cheap what about herself.Pfft,Bus home.Meet Cherilynn at Bedok Interchange Mac to study.Yes,I did some of my maths work.Which make me happy,Malcom call me to talk.He was extremly funny.Left around 11 plus.Home.Cherilynn after 'N',we got to go Malcom house and have a sleepover there okay.

I don't know how long more i got to live my stupid life.It use to be happy,fun.But now,is sad,boring.Why,Sharon.You're suppose to study.Not siting down and stare at the computer and stone.This won't give you BEAUTIFUL marks in 'N' Level.Do you know how many more days to it.10 DAYS.Can't see it so near.You got to start finding all your books and sit down and study.Your CHINESE,Your MATHS,Your SCIENCE.How,i really got to study very hard.If i don't know i got to ask.It won't kill you by asking people how to do it.I can't study at home.Because computer is my main story in my life.It cannot be.It must be study now.STUDYSTUDY.Don't lack behind.Catch up,with everything you're extremly weak in.I know you're vvvv weak in manymany things.Don't cheat yourself.You can cheat yourself but no others.Haizzz,i suckzz.I want to die.Should i cut to death.Whooo~.And i will write a sucide note.About Life,About stupid Luvvv,and lastly You!

School was ____.P.E was alright.Mrs Yip didn't came today.And 12 people were absent.Today is a day that 12 people didn't came.Just imagine.35 didn't come and one person came.Funny,After school home with Ilina,Desriee,Pearlyn and Maria.Ilina keep on saying someone is my twins.Omgzzz,She not my twins.She don't even look like me.I'm 101% sure.I don't understand she where got look like me.Pfft,When home.Left to meet Ilina,Jasmine Ng and Jolynn to study.At Bedok Mac.I manage to study.Whooo~,Study EBS and a litle bit of Science.Laugh a lot about some stupidzzz topic.When to FairPrice to buy some stuff.I bought Mini-Cerel.Yeeees,I'm happy.Home around 9 plus.

I wish i could love you more then 100% but,each day the 100% turn to become lesser and lesser.Why,have you let feeling fade from you.Or as feeling fade.Someone tell me,why is holding on to something i so hard and painful.The more each person hold on.Is like,10x of a knife stabbing your heart and it stab the same place where the wound is.Have you ever feel this way.I do,and always.Every night,the hardest things to do before i sleep is cry over you.And think about all the memories we had together.Which it about to come to an end.Soon,right.The memories that we have,are starting to turn into a nightmare.Everynight,i got a scary nightmare.About us,It i'm very scared.Your words soon will turn into lies,your promise soon will turn to broken promises,So much for everything.

I guess,i change.I lost myself in this world.And try to be what people wants me to be.I create a new me.But this new me.Suckzzz,Because i don't know what on earth am i doing.I losing out of everything,I lost my friends,I lost YOU!,I lost me,I lost everything.Sometimes,i miss all the laughter we had.

School was alright.Not so bad.During English Class Mr RuLee didn't came.So Mr Rama took over.It is a nice man.It allow us to listen music while doing our work.I join table,with Asshole<3,Caveman and Jamie.It was awesome.After school.When 85 market with Asshole<3,Liane and Chanel.We were talking about the Keropok woman.Walk back toy school.And meet Jamine and Cheyenne at the Sunken Foyer.Chat awhile.And Math Tutorial.I'm happy.I can upload already :)