Love have no limits.

I don't know why today i feel vvvvvv distracted.Why,Pre-lim are like in 7 days more.Fuck,and i feeling distracted.Why,the days are coming.But i not prepare yet.I don't know why.I don't want to take pre-lim.I don't know what is stop my heart from studying.Sometimes,i don't even feel like doing my work.I just want to put my head down and rest.Why am i like that.Fuck,i lost my motivation.Where have it gone.I got to find it back in the shortest time.Before Prelim.I feel so stress.What am i doing now a day.

Today school was extremly long.I don't want i find it vvvvvv long.I hate you lah,idiot lam.Want to change me and partner place.You think changing us,there no way we can talk.But we have alot of matter of talking.Are you jealous.Sometimes,i think the best part of school is recess.When you can laugh like there no tomorrow.Play,like the school is a playground,Scream like nobody is hearing.When to Spotlight with Amanda Ng,Amanda Neo,Abigail F and Ilina.Left around 6.When to meet rachel to collect something.When home.

Cibe,are you alright.I heard from R that you are in the Hosiptal in LA.Omgzzz,why are you silly.You still can love her.But why go drink,drive and get into a accident.You know she show us the teddy bear you give her.I know what you tell me.That you going love her silently.Why,did you drink till you are drunk.Aren't you silly.Now i heart there a hole in your heart.I know you did so many things for her.But do you know i R and me tried our best to talk to her.Hopefully,she wake up from her sense.And knowning you are always there from her no matter what.You even willing to skip school and fly to Singapore just because of her.You done so much to her,i promise you that she will come to you.Okay,please stop doing all this silly things by smoking,drinking.And stuff,and when don't fight with her anymore.It just hurt her heart a lot.She feel guilty when she heard you landed in the hospital.And when she told you she when Malaysia not to see Kiro.But she when with her dad.Hopefully,you get well soon.

I suddenly feel so lost.I don't know why.To many things are bothering my heart.Like how Best said try to block all the things that are affecting my studies.But how,no matter how hard i tried to block it.It keep coming back and hurt double the pain.Sometimes,you give your full heart to someone whom you love alot.But when your heart comes back to you.Is all in broken pieces.You wish it was like a puzzle.So you can mend it back by putting everything together.But it not,no matter how hrd you try to mend it prefectly it never the same has how it use to be.Life is hard to live this past few days.No matter how hard you tried to laugh,smile.It will always hurt inside.

Sharon took the What are you hiding from people? quiz and the result is Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

I did this quiz in FB,and it really said that truth.

I'm sick and tired of lending you my heart and letting you break it over and over again.