It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

Girl: We’re best friends right?

Boy: Yes, of course.

Girl: So be honest with me, who do you like?

Boy: No one. I love someone.

Girl: Ohh, she must be very lucky.

Boy: Definately. I’ve loved her ever since I met her.

Girl: Really? Well, since we’re best friends, I wanna meet her. Go call her.

Boy: Oh okay. *Boy takes out his phone, dials her number and phones her*

Girl: Wait, hold on I think I’m getting a call. *Answers the phone*

Girl: Hello?

Boy: I love you

Will you call me and tell me you love me too.

We always cried for the one who love.

But they will never know how much we cried for them.

Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore. But now I’m crying and he's not here.

Talk to J just now.He was damn thick-skin.Act guai only,I more guai okay.Haha,Forever got bladder problem also.And stop looking at the turn off people okay so you won't have fight with them.Daddy and Mummy,are planning to celebrate Christmas in HK.But I want to celebrate with my friends in Singapore toooo :( How.But,I want to know when is the N's level result.Because Daddy wanted to go on the 9-16 Dec.So I said I can't.So we might change to the 20-till I don't know when.But even I want to celebrate Christmas there.I want to celebrate in Singapore with my awesome friends.HOWWWWW,Sighhhh.

Having your boyfriend break up with you and tell you “we can still be friends” is like having your dog die and your mom telling you that you can still keep it.

Class Chalet was Awesome ^^

1st day,Meet Chanel on the bus,Saw Liane and Avriel on the bus too.Amanda Ng came after that.Drop at Downtown.We didn't know how to get there.So we when to ETP,And ask.Walk like hell.And finally found the place.It really really far and in.Saw Liselotte,Mr Lee,Jolynn,Jamie and two other teacher at the Chalet.Doing the food.When to check out the room.Took room 3.Slowly,People start coming.Most of the malay slept in our room.When to bath and everything.We plan not to sleep the whole 2 nights.Amanda,Chanel and me when to cheers and bought Chocolates to keep us awake.Boost really kept me awake throughout the whole night.When to bath,and ask Susan,Beiru and Chanel to don't sleep and talk to me.In the end they when to sleep.I was resting in the room with Peanut.Peanut left to find S.I was freezing cold in the room.Saw,Sabarina when to talk to her and stuff.Slowly everyone woke up one by one.

2nd day, Eveyone woke up and did nothing but talk.Beiru and Chanel accompany me to fetch Bitch and co.They came and everyone is asking to buy cup noodles.Because we have being eating that.When back.And time really do passes fast.When to fetch J.and it was super dark and quiet.I was scared.Walk back to the Chalet.J when to eat.I kept annoying N,she keep playing with me and disturbing.I really do want to kill her.Some wanted to drink.So Joanna,Jovy,Naqibah,Elaine and me when to Downtown,Cheers to see.That they don't sell anymore during that time.Walk to WhiteSand.When to 7-11.And there was cops.Joanna and me when outside to sit first.They wanted to smoke without a lighter.So Bitch and I when to borrow a lighter at Macs.When to one corner and started drinking.Talk a lot.Left around 3 plus.Walk back to the Chalet.I was having a little headache.I didn't know what happen.When to rest for around 10 mins with Bitch.When to watch the sun rise.It was really nice.But so many AHLIANZ,super noisy.Super tired.When to EHub after that.When home and sleep like a log head.

Guess Who?

Yayyy,Class Chalet is tomorrow.Yeea,SleepOverrr ^^

We take a risk

when we open our hearts

because the truth is,

if we open our hearts,

we will get hurt.

Love starts with a smile,

Grows with a kiss,

and ends with a tear.

Prom was reallyreally AWESOME! Bus down to N2 to meet Bitch first.Then meet Liane.Liane was doing her nailz with her mum.So Bitch and I walk to Macs and eat.When to meet Liane and her mum after that.Walk back to Liane house and get ready.We rush.Becasuse it was 6 plus already.Amanda came over to Liane house.Liane Parent's drove us there.And it was raining heavily.When we reach there we saw,Susan,Sabarina,Nicolette and Ariel.When to the changing room.Everyone was serious beautiful.Seated at Table 17.The food wasen't that bad.Hope For Monday was the best band.When up to dance like shitz and we even dance with heelz.But at least I enjoy myself.Chanel and me make new friends ^^ J came.Fetch her at FEP with Chanel and Bitch.The heelz was killing me.Brought her to the Hotel.She waited.So we decided to ton.Bitch left :( ,So we when to FEP first.Slack there for awhile,Cab to Raffles with C and J.The rest was in another cab.J and I was finding for a band machine.So they rest was at macs.While we both when to find.Took off my heelz and walk.Because my leg was freaking pain.We when to Peni area and find.But can't walk like shit.Untill we found.Walk back to Macs.Finally,rest.C called the radio and play a song for FOUR-ONE.But I was late so I ddin't magange to hear. Chanel,Jamie,Amanda Neo,Avriel and Abigail Foo when out.So left J and me.J when home early because she was having headache.Played True or Double True.Avriel,Chanel and me when to Esplanade river side and watch the sun rise.It was really beautiful.Sleep for 5 mins.And this Keling came and scold us.Cab to Tahan Merah.Train home,Bath and sleep.And please mind my ugly face.

PROM @ York Hotel.

\M/,Prom is in 2 days.I got my dress already.Yesterday I when Shopping with my favourite BITCH.Train down to Orchard.And some CHEENA,Are freaking rude.The train was full.And they freaking hell push me without a word excuse me.Bloody Hell.Waited for her.When to ION,Saw some nice dress.When to F21.Why,must the queue always be so long.When to Diva and found some nice stuff.After that we when to Lucky Plaza.Ate Mac.After that.When we are walking.There this BANGLA.Stare at Joanna.Bloody hell,Then he smile to us.He followed us.So we both ran.Then when we turn back.He wave happily to us.Freak you,We both was so scared.So when faster train to Vivo.When to F21.Try dresses.And a lot of it caught my eyes.Then when to WareHouse,TopShop an etc.Then when we go back to F21.I couldn't find my dress.Joanna,Find what she wanted.But luckily I found my.When to see some accessories.Bought this Heart Shape Necklace.I wanted this braclet.It matches my dress.Really.But I don't have enough cash.I think I will get it tomorrow.Let's cross our finger that nobody buy.Paid,and when to wait for Joanna brother-in-law.We both inveted a new word.So we can annoyed people with it.Then I said super loud.Then there this guy.Got scared.I think,he thinks i mad.Freak you,When to CE,There this cheena girl block Bitch way.She was so pissed off,Then the cheena ask her boyfriend whether she could buy.Then Bitch said no so loud.And the girl was like huuuh.Train home.Christmas is coming.I want to spend christmas.

I'm extremly disappointed in you.

I don't want to think about anything anymore.It hurts to much already.I realise,No matter how much time I have.Is never enough to wait for you.Because my heart has become heavier each time.I decided to move on.To move on,for a better life already.Starting from today.I will try.Like what someone told me.Delete and earse everything of you.So I won't remember you already. I don't want to wait for anything anymore.I wait,and wait.But you never come back.You may remember everything I said.But it fated to do everything.I will slowly mend back my broken heart.After I delete every piece of memories we have.But leaving one in my heart.

You remind me of J last time.I don't know why.Maybe you are J.But maybe you're not.But seriously,you and J have everything in common.I don't know why.Maybe I missz J.That why I think J look like you.But it been a long time.Sigh.Please tell me you're J and I will jump for Joy.Omgz,I'm 101% sure you look like J.WHYWHYWHYWHY,I want to bang my head on the wall.I missz all the time we use to play together and talk.But now i don't know why I suddenly remember of you.Or maybe pictures rewind time.To when I knew you the first time.You got me thinking of you now.You promise me so many things.But left me doing it by myself.

I'm so sorry,I haven't been posting like 9423498012 ages.I shall post now ^^

6th Nov 09'

Trina BIRD-DAY.Meet up with Asshole first.Bus-ed to meet Chanel,Joanna and Amanda Ng.Took bus 29 to Changi Village.Saw OCH.The building look really abandon and most of the windows are broken.The feeling of looking at the building gives people that kind of feeling.You know.The Hotel wasen't that bad.It look nice.We was brought to our seat.Waited for everyone to come.Saw Sarah Nobless.The food was awesome.Make everyone full like shitz.There perverts there too.How sad.Bus-ed to Tampines Inter.Wanted to go OCH.But didn't.Took 65,half-way down the road.Amanda need the toilet.Drop around Macperson Road.It was freaking hard to get a cab.Because they are selfish.They refuse to take 6 of us.So we seperated.I took with Chanel and Jasmine.When we are in the cab.We saw 2 cheena,and 1 keling in the lorry.They keep looking.So I told Chanel and Jasmine.They pointed Middle Finger at them.And they started laughing and smiling.Crazy.Then when we saw they AGAIN.I was so piss off.I pointed at them.Then the bloddy cheena gave me a flying kiss.Wth,Chanel and Jasmine kept laughing at me.So annoying lah.Wanted to catch Jennifer Body.But Trina is in a rush.So didn't.When to FEP.Chanel and Joanna when to buy Fried Mars Bar.Saw P at OSF.Cab back to Bedok with Trina,Joanna and Jasmine.We kept laughing on the taxi and got high.Due to some reason.When we got down the taxi.Then driver was like you all very noisey.Then i started laughing.Want to KFC.Waited for G.Left.Lastly Happy Bird-Day Trina!

7th Nov 09'

Was invited to Amanda Neo party.But I couldn't go.Because my mum refuse to let me go.Sorry Amanda Neo.Happy Bird-Day.

HAPPY BIRD-DAY TRINA TAN ^^

I know you love me more then AHMEN!

HAPPY BIRD-DAY TOH BEI RU!

There a so many things coming on the November.

6th Nov:Trina BirdDay Party @ Changi Village Hotel.(Let's pray that they will come^^ and I will hit Chanel like MAD.)

7th Nov:Flea Fla Fo @ HomeClub!Amanda Neo BirdDay,Chanel Chalet.

8th-9th Nov:Chanel BirdDay Party @ECP,Staying Over.

16th Nov: AFTER Os PARTY-BOX THE "M" PARTY @ ZIRCA.

17th Nov:PROM NIGHT ^^

23th-25th Nov: Class Chalet ^^

26th-1st Dec:BANGKOK! 27th Nov AMANDA NG BIRDDAY!

I can't wait for any of it.WHOO ^^